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𝐈𝐒𝐇 ✴ 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐎𝐅 𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍 ([personal profile] calamitish) wrote2025-03-09 11:25 pm
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
If you did say you weren't happy with yourself, I'd say I hope you can become a version you're happy with soon.

Though, I'm sure I'd wonder if I could do something beyond just playing your game...

( The trials and murders and stuff. He's going to be doing that, anyway, if for his own reasons, do that doesn't really feel like it counts.

He opens an eye to peek at Ish's expression, and the next sound he makes is ambiguous. )


... Mmmm. What did you kill him for?
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
( That last bit sounds very native to the North... he doesn't want to be reminded of last trial, though. )

What did you get off him?

( Referring to his specialities.

"Going about this"... pin in that for just a second. )
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
Hey.

( He'll catch his hand, but gently. He can pull it free if he wants. )

... You don't have to tell me. But you don't have to pull away from me, either. ( ... ) Unless I upset you?
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

( Unlike the times before, where he'd just kind of shrugged it off, he does stop to think on it.

Yeah, he sees that. )


... Sorry. I was just asking to know you, but...

( ... But he can see how it's hard to divine motive when he's the game master, getting pestered about stuff all the time. He knows other people visit Ish, they'd even talked about them when Hwylryn was at the door, but he sort of forgets about them.

He shifts his hold. He'll take Ish's hand like before. )


... This game is important to you. Right? ( He's not gonna ask why! He has his assumptions, and they might be wrong, but he thinks Ish has a real motive for all this. ) So I don't really want to break it. And I don't want you to break, either.

( Like game master of the previous loop Ish was trapped in... And, he'll admit the talk during the crystal phone town hall about Ish getting fatigued did worry him. )
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
( catgunning at this tag because it hurt ME

... Hwylryn uses his unoccupied hand to sit up proper, squeezing Ish's hand in his. He looks - worried. hesitant.

What does he want? He always just follows impulse - goes with the flow of the harmony around him. But if he has to stop and listen... what melody does he hear? )


... I...

( ...

He raises his other hand - fingers lightly, lightly brushing Ish's cheek, like - he's trying to feel the shape of him there; see where the cracks run. And yet - he's a at war with himself. One hand grasps him tight; this other seems almost a little afraid to shatter him. )


... Is the only thing that can make you whole again your Goddess?

( For what it's worth, the question doesn't sound leading. The tone seems to ask - is that what you need? )
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
( Oh,

Oh,

It's a sight he's seen before a thousand thousand times - humans and wizards he's charmed; magic beasts and all the things in between he's taken into his arms; the old and the young after an evening of sudden flight across half the world on a whim—

but,

this one, this time, makes him pause.

And he hesitates, like he'd rather bubble this moment in time, and take it with him deep under the sea, where no one else might see it, or mar it, take it from him.

But, like Ish said— time always moves somewhere. )


...

( The fingertips that so lightly brushes his cheek trace back, pushing aside a few strands of hair to expose Ish's warm cheek, and his palm so lightly comes to rest against it.

These aren't the things he came here to ask about, or even do. One thing of import, the rest of it spent on fun, and fussing over Ish. But now that he's here - now that he's been asked - now that he's broached a boundary he hasn't had the privilege yet to touch, he wants...

He wants... )


... Can I... stay with you?

( ... more, he thinks. )
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
( Like his dragon had pressed into Ish's hand before, Hwy can't help but press lightly into his palm as he feels Ish there. His smile warms his cheeks, and his eyes hood slightly, like this is the happiest he could be in the world. The little dragon, for all its neglect in favor of the bigger dragon here, seems to thrum happily. )

... Then don't count on me to go anywhere.

( He's clingy! But Ish knows that. Ish knows that, so - maybe he won't (or will) be surprised when Hwylryn's face pulls closer. Their noses and foreheads brush, the air between their warm cheeks hot - their lips close,

but not,

quite yet. )


... So please... don't go anywhere, either. Even if you mean to come back.

( Whether it is to leave for awhile, or die, or otherwise - please just stay ... right where you are. )
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
( When they part, it will feel like going from sea to shore: the people will be grim, the steps there will be heavy; the prisoners there held by the warden of gravity. And these things are all because Ish has trapped them there, and he cannot argue with their complaint, and he can only be anxious as they discuss closer toward a means to kill him.

But, until then. He is here, and Ish is stumbling so close to his lips, and he is silly and warm, and Hwylryn feels what he had offered to Akira: why don't we put aside your role, why don't we set down our obligations and friends, and why don't we play, just the two of us? Why can't we? Why not? )


"Right now"...?

( His lips curl, his tone the familiar time of teasing. He's making it hard for Ish, huh. He's so cute. Ish is really, really cute. He wonders how many other people get to see Ish like this.

Selfishly, he hopes it's just him.

He laughs lightly, a prelude to mischief, before he releases Ish from his hold in both ways - before he quite unceremoniously wraps his arms around him instead, tugging him from his invisible seat and onto the chaise so they can flop over there, Hwylryn holding Ish against his chest. His heart thrums quick and loud; a happy caper in the fields of his heart.

Hwylryn does this because he wants to hold him like this. But he also thinks it'd be a little easier for Ish to break out of than face to face. A whole bit of selfishness and a little bit of mercy. You're welcome!

And his dragon, in the process, slipped off Ish's arm, to curl and coil and and settle around his neck, like Ish had done to Hwylryn the day before. )


Well, since I'm not going anywhere, maybe you'll have all the time in the world to figure it out.
Edited 2025-03-26 20:19 (UTC)
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-26 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
( oh

that's

!!!!!

Hwylryn smiles so, so bright. )


You want to kiss me?

( It's hard to ask if Hwylryn wanted to or not - instead of muddling around his sea-deep thoughts, let's crack him open and look inside: the answer is yes. He has. But that's also it's not a native thing for him, it's not a dragon thing exactly. It's something learned, and this - the holding, the touching, the coiling - is what he knows most naturally. Despite his forward demeanor, he's a little afraid to ruin what he has; he treasures it with care, and just holds it close.

But maybe Ish will regret introducing kisses, because now there's nothing to stop Hwylryn from wanting and asking for them and taking them. You keep giving him cookies!!! When will you learn actions have consequences!!!!!

But for this very first one, he's patient.

He grins so wide, his eyes narrowed but bright, like a delighted kitty cat. )


Well, why don't you?

( Since you know how :) )
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-27 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
( If Ish hadn't done it, Hwylryn would've - but he's really happy that Ish did, first. Really, really happy.

Ish kisses soft and sweet, and Hwylryn follows in kind - light as sunshine; the breeze; the lapping waves at shore. Hwylryn's kiss is lingering, but not forceful - he'll keep Ish a few moments more maybe than he might've stayed, but lets Ish pull away to have his embarrassment. And he allows it, because he wants to know how Ish looks after he's been kissed - no, after they've kissed, for the first time. And he isn't disappointed in the least.

Ish will find Hwylryn's dragon rubbing its head happily against the underside of his jaw. If it could purr, it would. )


You're sooooo cute, did you know that?

( Alas, Ish turned away means he's wide open... With great mischief, he presses another kiss to the corner of his jaw, where the sensitive skin of his ear connects - and if he can get Ish to look his way when he does it, whether out of surprise or otherwise, he's going to catch his lips again (his secret evil plan). If Ish doesn't, then he will have to suffer a very different, grim reality: Hwylryn will kiss him again, the second kiss just against the tragus of his ear, which means now his voice is super close to it (his other secret evil plan). )

Way too cute.
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-27 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
( ohhhh nooooooo everything about this makes Hwylryn grin, grin enough that he can feel it in his cheeks as he tries not to laugh for the sake of Ish's pride (but it's an endeared laugh, for what it's worth) - though, perhaps that's a lost cause at this point. )

Why would I kill you when I like you soooooo much?

( And there's not a falsehood in that. )

Three's a really nice number, though. Can I get a third, please? Pretty, pretty please?

( three ways 2 torment ish with kisses: goad him into kissing, stealing a kiss, asking very nicely for a kiss? (he can think of more but he's starting to have mercy. maybe.)

One hand releases Ish from Hwylryn's nefarious hold to brush back his hair again, once again to get a proper look at his face - his apple-red cheeks that much richer than the blush he'd worn before. )


But I can also wait. We can make it special.

( hwy probably isn't helping ish's predicament )
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[personal profile] coldseep 2025-03-27 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
( Ish is pouty, but Hwylryn treasures it just as much as each one that came before. He returns it - of course - but this time he does not force lingering, even if he's never quite the first to break it, because each kiss has its own character, and he loves every faucet they represent. )

Then I'll say sorry for being so late.

( He thinks it's terrible no one has kissed Ish before? He's not that hard to get to know, and he's really sweet if you just try to know him (what he'd been trying to say at the Primrose meeting lowkey), and...

wait )

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