The ember of that desire burns faintly, as Ish works love into his bones again. )
... Can I...
( He shouldn't be thinking about this sort of thing right now. He shouldn't, but.
He's the one who put it off, so serves him right that here, in the most final hour, he must ask about it, even though he's not in the best state, even though it hurts. If he hadn't tried to turn his gaze from what he himself had set in motion, he wouldn't even be in this position right now.
He feels so guilty right now, asking Ish to love him, when he has so much of himself that he resents. )
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The ember of that desire burns faintly, as Ish works love into his bones again. )
... Can I...
( He shouldn't be thinking about this sort of thing right now. He shouldn't, but.
He's the one who put it off, so serves him right that here, in the most final hour, he must ask about it, even though he's not in the best state, even though it hurts. If he hadn't tried to turn his gaze from what he himself had set in motion, he wouldn't even be in this position right now.
He feels so guilty right now, asking Ish to love him, when he has so much of himself that he resents. )
... Can I... make a deal...?