His breath shudders, and he swallows a little harder. It's not the pain he can't handle, but maybe it's because he's never had someone so close to his heart - surely not in this literal way, and surely, not even, in metaphor. It's raw and dizzying - in a way he can't explain, something about what Ish says, while his sharp of his nails play his heart like a melody, feels - feels - feels...
He wonders what kind of melody he is. He wonders what sound there is there when his heart must be a hellswater trench and it must swallow all music within. It must be... )
Yes.
( He noses against Ish's neck - a bestial gesture, rather than anything human; something affectionate; something inviting. His heart beats quicker (he wonder how that feels?) in rushing recollection of what Ish has so faithfully promised. Something about hearing it all in review when Ish holds the very core of everything he is, that defines him, feels, )
I don't... want to forget.
( For better or worse, even if he should persist another thousand thousand years. )
no subject
( Without hesitation. But then—
Oh, that, feels,
His breath shudders, and he swallows a little harder. It's not the pain he can't handle, but maybe it's because he's never had someone so close to his heart - surely not in this literal way, and surely, not even, in metaphor. It's raw and dizzying - in a way he can't explain, something about what Ish says, while his sharp of his nails play his heart like a melody, feels - feels - feels...
He wonders what kind of melody he is. He wonders what sound there is there when his heart must be a hellswater trench and it must swallow all music within. It must be... )
Yes.
( He noses against Ish's neck - a bestial gesture, rather than anything human; something affectionate; something inviting. His heart beats quicker (he wonder how that feels?) in rushing recollection of what Ish has so faithfully promised. Something about hearing it all in review when Ish holds the very core of everything he is, that defines him, feels, )
I don't... want to forget.
( For better or worse, even if he should persist another thousand thousand years. )