( oh,
It had slipped out so easily, despite his reservation - he'd been trying to be careful with his words around Ish, trying to gauge their pace with care, because he's never... had someone who liked him in turn, like this, to this extent. He hadn't gone as far as daring to think of Ish as solely for him - or so he'd thought. But maybe... a part of him wanted it more than his logical mind told himself to heel, and be patient.
His cheeks warm a little as he hesitates, but he decides all he can do is give voice to his heart, as he always does. )
... I want you to be. Can you?
( He brushes Ish's hidden cheek lightly with his thumb. Ish's face is so endearing, as always... he wishes he could swallow him up (metaphorically)... )
It had slipped out so easily, despite his reservation - he'd been trying to be careful with his words around Ish, trying to gauge their pace with care, because he's never... had someone who liked him in turn, like this, to this extent. He hadn't gone as far as daring to think of Ish as solely for him - or so he'd thought. But maybe... a part of him wanted it more than his logical mind told himself to heel, and be patient.
His cheeks warm a little as he hesitates, but he decides all he can do is give voice to his heart, as he always does. )
... I want you to be. Can you?
( He brushes Ish's hidden cheek lightly with his thumb. Ish's face is so endearing, as always... he wishes he could swallow him up (metaphorically)... )
( Hwylryn has to think on this, too. It's selfish to ask someone to be his when he hadn't considered returning the same, and to this his only defense is that he hadn't thought of any of this at all.
He had never been so contained - to belong to but one person, to define himself by someone else. To reduce his vocabulary, how he may communicate with others, like Yoru. And it may as well be forever, if their lifespans proceeded, uninterrupted.
He strokes Ish's cheek with his thumb as he considers this. )
... Yeah. I would be. But only if you want that.
He had never been so contained - to belong to but one person, to define himself by someone else. To reduce his vocabulary, how he may communicate with others, like Yoru. And it may as well be forever, if their lifespans proceeded, uninterrupted.
He strokes Ish's cheek with his thumb as he considers this. )
... Yeah. I would be. But only if you want that.
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( Hwylryn doesn't know what sort of answer he expects - this is unexplored territory, both exciting and anxious. He doesn't know if he would limit Ish, and he doesn't know how it feels to be so intertwined with someone else - because connection, in itself, are ties that bind you, for better or for worse. And this is why things of magic are so terribly alone, so shameless of their natures - unfettered by firm connection, and all other things.
But he wouldn't know how he likes it until he tries, right? If it were worth the compromise for Primrose, it's worth this much for Ish. And he wants to try these things - all things - with Ish, more than anything, and in this way they might come to know the shape of themselves, together.
So when the answer does come, his heart blooms warm, and it reaches from his heart to the tips of his ears, his smile bright. )
I want you, so if you give yourself to me, how couldn't I be happy? How couldn't I wish to dive deep to the ocean's depths and back, knowing that having me would make you happy, too? That our hearts align?
( And that's no turn of phrase - were he himself, were they by the ocean (and surely they would be, if Hwylryn had his way), he would have been off with Ish - would have taken him diving down, then back up into the sun; then caught himself, and dove away with him forever.
In agreement: )
... You are of Norna the way you are of your eyes; your hair, your lips. ( His gaze is fond. ) And I am of Gwawlyn and Balthazar in this way, too. If I were to compete with Norna, then I may as well compete with your body for holding you and your heart for keeping your feelings.
Every part of you is dear to me, from that which is Norna's to that which is mine.
( He wanted to try saying it! Hehe!! It's fun; his heart races. Ah, he can't help it - he kisses him. )
... And I'm really happy you're going to have her back. I'm so, so happy for you.
But he wouldn't know how he likes it until he tries, right? If it were worth the compromise for Primrose, it's worth this much for Ish. And he wants to try these things - all things - with Ish, more than anything, and in this way they might come to know the shape of themselves, together.
So when the answer does come, his heart blooms warm, and it reaches from his heart to the tips of his ears, his smile bright. )
I want you, so if you give yourself to me, how couldn't I be happy? How couldn't I wish to dive deep to the ocean's depths and back, knowing that having me would make you happy, too? That our hearts align?
( And that's no turn of phrase - were he himself, were they by the ocean (and surely they would be, if Hwylryn had his way), he would have been off with Ish - would have taken him diving down, then back up into the sun; then caught himself, and dove away with him forever.
In agreement: )
... You are of Norna the way you are of your eyes; your hair, your lips. ( His gaze is fond. ) And I am of Gwawlyn and Balthazar in this way, too. If I were to compete with Norna, then I may as well compete with your body for holding you and your heart for keeping your feelings.
Every part of you is dear to me, from that which is Norna's to that which is mine.
( He wanted to try saying it! Hehe!! It's fun; his heart races. Ah, he can't help it - he kisses him. )
... And I'm really happy you're going to have her back. I'm so, so happy for you.
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I wouldn't forget.
( He knows. They know. But it makes him happy that they both say it. )
... And I want you to be just as you are, too. Because that's the Ish I've come to love as I do.
( "Love" is also a word he's been careful with, for someone who uses it as freely as he does - and yet he slips it in here, obliquely and stripped of the full phrase but not the full meaning, furtive and mischievous the way he might steal a kiss; the way he does press into Ish's embrace, and holds him tenderly in turn. )
... Even if she's upset with you... I'll be beside you through it. Even if I'm not there, I am. And I don't intend to be apart from you, ever.
( Wherever this scolding - or worse - takes place, he will be beside Ish, whether or not Ish allows him to be there, hand in hand. And though the idea that Norna may be cross with him is puzzling, he resigns to the idea that he does not know the nuance of their relationship - and if Ish loves her all the same, and he doesn't want to speak of it now, then he accepts it.
After all, how Gwawlyn would treat Hwylryn would probably arouse alarm in those who look on. But could Hwylryn do anything but love him? It must be the same for Ish.
He presses his cheek to the side of Ish's head, still holding him tight, lips murmuring in his ear (just a little bully): )
Do you mind if I spoil you, a little bit?
( He's referring to the snacks he brought... but he also 100% is Not going to move from Ish's lap. He lives here now, forevermore. Implications forthcoming. )
( He knows. They know. But it makes him happy that they both say it. )
... And I want you to be just as you are, too. Because that's the Ish I've come to love as I do.
( "Love" is also a word he's been careful with, for someone who uses it as freely as he does - and yet he slips it in here, obliquely and stripped of the full phrase but not the full meaning, furtive and mischievous the way he might steal a kiss; the way he does press into Ish's embrace, and holds him tenderly in turn. )
... Even if she's upset with you... I'll be beside you through it. Even if I'm not there, I am. And I don't intend to be apart from you, ever.
( Wherever this scolding - or worse - takes place, he will be beside Ish, whether or not Ish allows him to be there, hand in hand. And though the idea that Norna may be cross with him is puzzling, he resigns to the idea that he does not know the nuance of their relationship - and if Ish loves her all the same, and he doesn't want to speak of it now, then he accepts it.
After all, how Gwawlyn would treat Hwylryn would probably arouse alarm in those who look on. But could Hwylryn do anything but love him? It must be the same for Ish.
He presses his cheek to the side of Ish's head, still holding him tight, lips murmuring in his ear (just a little bully): )
Do you mind if I spoil you, a little bit?
( He's referring to the snacks he brought... but he also 100% is Not going to move from Ish's lap. He lives here now, forevermore. Implications forthcoming. )
( no ish is dead? tch his long con to kill ish failed—
Had Hwylryn said it that way on purpose? Absolutely not. Had he said it that way thoughtlessly? Absolutely. And so he suffers the consequences of his actions,
Ish's flurry of reactions are a delight - somewhere in there he pieces together a narrative, his eyes sparkling bright as he tries to keep pace with Ish's brain whirling, the pace of the conversation gone from smooth to frenetic—
and then they're falling, and Hwylryn is laughing as they go down - not cruelly! - realizing he's startled Ish bad enough to drop them, and he's totally forgotten in this split second of action that he's not impervious to injury anymore, and he's ought to be concerned!
They hit the hedge, the bush, with total, ungraceful impact, his laughter is stopped by the soreness of his body and the rude jostle of gravity. Unfortunately, he only finds this that much more delightful - like getting thrown around by Ish's emotion - and he hasn't fallen in such a long time, it's novel and fun. )
Hey!
( Okay, but first thing's first - is he on Ish? Either way, he's pulling off just enough to get a good look at Ish. He's probably scratched up, his hair tangled and twiggy, and the impact sure winded him, but he's so used to being impervious he doesn't even think about it. )
Are you okay? You didn't get hurt, right?
( As if Ish weren't the super powered one between them right now. He loosely brushes some hair behind his ear and out of his face so he can brush some twigs and leaves away from Ish's face. He can clarify but only as long as Ish is fine, first, )
Had Hwylryn said it that way on purpose? Absolutely not. Had he said it that way thoughtlessly? Absolutely. And so he suffers the consequences of his actions,
Ish's flurry of reactions are a delight - somewhere in there he pieces together a narrative, his eyes sparkling bright as he tries to keep pace with Ish's brain whirling, the pace of the conversation gone from smooth to frenetic—
and then they're falling, and Hwylryn is laughing as they go down - not cruelly! - realizing he's startled Ish bad enough to drop them, and he's totally forgotten in this split second of action that he's not impervious to injury anymore, and he's ought to be concerned!
They hit the hedge, the bush, with total, ungraceful impact, his laughter is stopped by the soreness of his body and the rude jostle of gravity. Unfortunately, he only finds this that much more delightful - like getting thrown around by Ish's emotion - and he hasn't fallen in such a long time, it's novel and fun. )
Hey!
( Okay, but first thing's first - is he on Ish? Either way, he's pulling off just enough to get a good look at Ish. He's probably scratched up, his hair tangled and twiggy, and the impact sure winded him, but he's so used to being impervious he doesn't even think about it. )
Are you okay? You didn't get hurt, right?
( As if Ish weren't the super powered one between them right now. He loosely brushes some hair behind his ear and out of his face so he can brush some twigs and leaves away from Ish's face. He can clarify but only as long as Ish is fine, first, )
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( Ohhhh Ish... Sweet lovely silly Ish... He could kiss you but that might make it worse when there's real worry in Ish's gaze. )
He's already born.
( He turns his face in Ish's hand, pressing a kiss to his palm (let's say the red one). Affectionate, affectionate, soooo so fond. )
You know Junior, don't you? ( not just already born, but Very already born ) He's mine, so he's ours now.
( The he turns his cheek back so he's looking at Ish face-forward again, nuzzling his palm with delight. )
But I'd have a child with you, too. Maybe after all the steps.
( Hwylryn is not the type to care about whether they're following a proper order of things, nor is he the type to get fixated on marriage, but it was a lifeline Ish clung to as his panic overtook him - so, sure! They can keep to whatever steps there are! They can spend a thousand years on each one, for all he cares.
He's honestly not thinking about the logistics and implications of having a child, though. He just felt like saying it... so he did... he's just so delighted and amused and endeared right now... )
He's already born.
( He turns his face in Ish's hand, pressing a kiss to his palm (let's say the red one). Affectionate, affectionate, soooo so fond. )
You know Junior, don't you? ( not just already born, but Very already born ) He's mine, so he's ours now.
( The he turns his cheek back so he's looking at Ish face-forward again, nuzzling his palm with delight. )
But I'd have a child with you, too. Maybe after all the steps.
( Hwylryn is not the type to care about whether they're following a proper order of things, nor is he the type to get fixated on marriage, but it was a lifeline Ish clung to as his panic overtook him - so, sure! They can keep to whatever steps there are! They can spend a thousand years on each one, for all he cares.
He's honestly not thinking about the logistics and implications of having a child, though. He just felt like saying it... so he did... he's just so delighted and amused and endeared right now... )
Yep! Just the three of us! I may not seem like it, but I can be pretty selective about these things.
( Brushing back Ish's bangs a little... gives him a little kissy on his forehead... )
So I hope you can come to feel for him the way I do, and support him all the same. I think you and him have a lot of things in common, and he's really sweet, just like you - I think you'll get along just fine. Please spoil him lots, okay?
( Brushing back Ish's bangs a little... gives him a little kissy on his forehead... )
So I hope you can come to feel for him the way I do, and support him all the same. I think you and him have a lot of things in common, and he's really sweet, just like you - I think you'll get along just fine. Please spoil him lots, okay?
( Yeah? Yeah??? Yay!!!!!! Family real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )
You're the best, did you know that?
( How can he neglect Ish when he looks at him like that? He's gonna give him another kissy beside his eye... along his cheekbone... near his ear... Going down the features of his face like he's hitting up all his favorite features (it's all of them on both sides of his face btw) )
You know, now that I think about it, I haven't had family since Gwawlyn... ( kiss kiss kiss kiss ) Ah, wait, but really, you're not hurt?
You're the best, did you know that?
( How can he neglect Ish when he looks at him like that? He's gonna give him another kissy beside his eye... along his cheekbone... near his ear... Going down the features of his face like he's hitting up all his favorite features (it's all of them on both sides of his face btw) )
You know, now that I think about it, I haven't had family since Gwawlyn... ( kiss kiss kiss kiss ) Ah, wait, but really, you're not hurt?
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